A new me

Wow I havent been on here in a while. well here is an update I quit GRCC, and I currently go to Everest I am studding to be an MA (medical Assistant). I am learning to give shots, blood draws, vitals, UA, EKG's and other lab stuff. I love and am really good at it I have a 3.8 GPA which is a first for me. I am almost done I will be done in 2 months then I have to do 160 hours of an externship and then I may get a job through that. I sure hope so. I will walk at graduation 7pm June 13, 2012. I am still at Mcdonalds but hopefully not for long, had an interview yesterday morning. I am not getting enough hours at mcdonalds to pay my bills. cant wait to start my new life and get ready for my wedding September 28th 2013.

an update

when life gives you lemons squirt them into your enemies eyes. that how I feel right now a crappy job with no hours and managers that treat me like shit. then theres school Im not doing so well might get kicked out, because my grades are not as great as they should be. because of the daycare job working me from the time I got out of school till 11:30pm I couldnt do homework or study so I failed all my classes except one. I just now talked to my doctor and now Im getting my meds changed so I can focus more on the important things I have been very depressed latley and Its put a big tole on my health and life as a whole. I cant wait to start the new meds and get on with my life happy like I used to be. I just want to have fun with my friends and family with out worring. I dont have money now only getting one day of work a week with 3-5 hours my check this week was only $90 that doesn't even pay my bills and I cant get another job because I need to pay closed attention to my school work I'm working hard and i'm scared to death that I wont make it, then what will I do try to plead my case and hope they let me in again if not I don't know i guess I try to find somewhere else to go to that will take a loser like me in. I thought about moving somewhere else like Texas or something but with no money how in the hell is that I dont know what to do someone help.

im loving it.

well i like it I really do I like the people and I enjoy what im doing so, far this past week i learned how to cook fries run front counter, and the 2nd window and I learn to fill orders. I hope to go far in this career. which is possible anyway I am working at the bryon center location as of last monday untill my perminat location opens its being built as I speek well type lol anyway its going to be across from metro hospital next to CVS. I am soo happy for myself I finnaly got a job and my trainers say im doing good so far thank goodness.

better now

I am feeling much better about my self I finnaly got a job and I am doing more around the house because frankly I dont feel so depressed about myself feeling worthless about my self and school starts back up in a couple of weeks too so Ill be even more happier because I am kinda nerdy I like school lol.

NEW JOB FINNALY

YAY I got a job at mcdonalds the new one opening up across from metro hospital.

grown up

so when exactly do you become a grown up is it the day you turn 16 or the day you turn 18 or is it when you graduate high school maybe when you have your first child or is it when you get married or is it the day you start college or is it when you start you start your first job. I dont know exactly when it happens. I know I dont feel like a grown up but everyone says I am I have done most of these things. Hmm I just know Im 20 almost 21 years old and still am a kid at heart, but I do act like an adult sometimes lol.

religion

ok so I was at church tonight and there were 3 baby baptizums (SP) and there were people there that werent catholic which I dont really care about that they are more then welcome anyway these 6 people in front of me were very rude while singing the opening hemn this one chick decided she was going to plug her ears and act like it was the worst thing ever then her and the other 5 people walked out came back in and walked out again they did this throughout the whole mass I thought it was funny when the ear plugging chick came in too late to see the baptizum she was there for. she missed it HA maybe you shouldnt have acted like a child and just sat there. It made me angry that they were acting like that Im sorry when you go to any church act sivilized please thanks.